Red Rose

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

New Life

I've been through A LOT lately ...
A LOT!


But that's that. Yes, I am going to sober, wallow in self pity for few more days before I TOTALLY recover . (okay, partly)
Then, i'm going to start brand new .. InsyaAllah
pray for me kawan-kawan ..


a little token af appreciation :

Umi, thanx for being understanding and not shout in my ears.. turns out, u CAN talk to your mum about boys after all
hahahaha~~

Maryam & Shasha, thanx for being a superb sis and cousin!
adik, akak mintak maaf lorhh ... ='(

Syairah, thanx for being there everytime I needed someone to talk to. DAMN. I appreciate it so much .. And also, your freaking crazy 'perbandingan'!
You watched the rise and fall of me this hols.
LOL~

Mimi, sorry I dragged you into knowing them. Tapi, aku tak menyesal pun kenal diaorang ...
mesti ade hikmah tersendiri kan?

Nadya, thanx for supporting me ALL THE TIME . and liking every single post take it fb or here.
It's good to know someone remembers.

Adilah, this hols we faced the same dilemma babe. Whatever it is .. We gotta be strong gal!
cheerios, thanx for the wonderful 15 years and in counting of friendships.


Aimi, thanx sebab sober sekali ngan aku ... and keep saying I LOVE YOU to me ..
just so you know, I LOVE YOU TOO



what the heck. I LOVE YOU ALL


sheesh~
i need to eat

Sunday, May 2, 2010

University Blues~

dulu asyik dok dengar 'school blues' je .. nie dah dewasa (pigidah!) tukar la pulak kan??
hahaha~~


nak masuk U .. macam tak percaya je nak masuk U x lama lagi ..
my sis pun "akak! ur growing up! nanti msuk U .. then kahwin..then blahh.. blahh..blahh"
okay .. back to the title .. hanya Allah yang tahu betapa CUAK + TAKUT + MENGGELETAR nya aku bila dapat offer nie ..
it was my first choice, so .. i should be grateful and go . right? right?
I AM!
it's just that i'm so scared camne nak adapt, make new friends (this.. i'm very bad at)
dah la takde kawan-kawan from old school yang dapat same U!
okay, it's a VERY kiddy reason to not go to a University .. but I cant help myself!

Abah kata, "friends come and go.. soon, u'll make new friends... infact, kawan-kawan lama yang aisyah rapat dulu pun will do the same.. and ble dah kahwin, u'll even make new relatives .."
(I really don't know why marriage has become such a casualty to them, for me.. it used to be a Taboo -pancung sampai mati if u even dare to say the sacred word-)








Ya Allah .. I seek for your guidance and strength ..
Please be with me at all time .. Help me in making decision for you know what's best for me.
Ya Allah, never let me feel any regret in the decisions i'm about to make.
Amiin~

Accidents happen .. right?

lately my mind hasn't been functioning all that well..
in 48 hours, I managed to cause damaged to BOTH my parents' cars (yayy me!) <-- kepala otak!
sikit je .. tapi .. enough for me to dengar on-going speech pasal cars & repair & COST!
hahahah~~
tp .. i'm too lazy too post my 'artwork'




P/s: what Mr. Penceramah said during KPP was ssoooo... damn true!
if u have a messed up mind.. it's best not to drive. trust me .. I KNOW.


been.there.done.that.aint.fun.

Men are what men are

my title says one thing "men are men, no matter how old they are"


subject : apek kerepot


It was a beautiful sunny day
Me and my sis jogged at Taman Gelora (it's where people go for aerobics, jogging.. blah..blah ..)
in front of us were .. a group of oldies, really old (okay, hiperbola lagi ..)
there were.. 3 women and one man ..
so we were strolling the path .. until at this one 'pitstop' there were this young fine lady .. swaying her hips left right almost belly dancing (okay, she aint seducing .. it's EXERCISING .. hahaha~~)
and so, the 'apek kerepot' .. behaving like a true man (blueks~) can't seem to takes his eyes of the lady!
i was snickering -HARD- behind him .. trying my best not to laugh out loud..
hahahhaha~~!!



the main point .. men are what men are.. no matter how old he is
xD

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Ustaz Azhar Idrus

I first heard of this ustaz from a friend of mine ...
and I especially liked this discussion because I have been rather confused on this matter


Link below:

Ustaz Azhar Idrus : Perkenalan Lelaki dan Perempuan


it's actually up to part 6..
but you'll get the link once u opened it