Red Rose

Sunday, January 23, 2011

dear lovelies II ♥

a little something I picked up from someone..






.Letting go isn’t giving up, it’s accepting that some things aren’t meant to be.
"sometime the most beautiful and greatest things in this world can't be touch and also can't be seen..but it can be feels in the middle of our heart." ♥
Sometimes,
I want to open my hijab,
and show the world,
that I too,
am beautiful in the people's definition.

But,
deep down here,
in my little heart,
I know that beauty is by definition,
a mystery.
and it is forever more rewarding,
to be beautiful in God's eyes.

Sometimes,
I want to wear ruffled dresses and tight jeans,
show off what I really look like,
under those baggy shirts and loosely fitted pants,
make a statement,
that I too,
have a figure and worth looking at.

But,
I know better,
to avoid entering the world of men's imagination,
for I love my future husband,
and I am ashamed,
what should be his, has already been unveiled by others.

Sometimes,
I want to show the world,
the other side of me,
the bubblier, bolder, and crazier me.
put myself on display,
for everyone to see,
to be desired, and admired upon.

But,
I know that eyes are not just eyes,
seeing is not just seeing,
image and respect are gained,
shame and humility deserve a better place,

Because in the end,
it is not just about me,
I carry a lot of impressions and expectations,
of what a Muslim girl should be,

I am covered by the word "Islam" the moment I walk out of my door,
So don't be selfish girl,

Can't you put behind your heart's desire for something worth fighting for?

Love is all it takes.
Love.

InshaAllah

230111~

we met today, a year ago.
funny how despite all you have done, my life still revolves around you
nahhh.. it won't be for long though
because i'm letting go
.Letting go isn’t giving up, it’s accepting that some things aren’t meant to be.


memories of stars and moon.
will always be a memory

Saturday, January 15, 2011

IT'S A BET

14th january 2011.


if i lose, i'll go to your talk.






fine, i'll try my best to not go to your talk.


aisyah liyana!
CHAIYOOKK!

dear lovelies



let's wear it right and cover our aurah my dear friends. 
step-by-step. 
it's a good go ;)
together towards a better hereafter, insyaAllah



surah an-nur : ayat 31

Dan katakanlah kepada perempuan-perempuan yang beriman supaya menyekat pandangan mereka (daripada memandang yang haram), dan memelihara kehormatan mereka dan janganlah mereka memperlihatkan perhiasan tubuh mereka kecuali yang zahir daripadanya dan hendaklah mereka menutup belahan leher bajunya dengan tudung kepala mereka dan janganlah mereka memperlihatkan perhiasan tubuh mereka melainkan kepada suami mereka, atau bapa mereka, atau bapa mentua mereka, atau anak-anak mereka, atau anak tiri mereka, atau saudara-saudara mereka, atau anak bagi saudara-saudara mereka yang lelaki, atau anak bagi saudara-saudara mereka yang perempuan, atau perempuan-perempuan Islam, atau hamba-hamba mereka, atau orang gaji dari orang-orang lelaki yang telah tua dan tidak berkeinginan kepada perempuan, atau kanak-kanak yang belum mengerti lagi tentang aurat perempuan dan janganlah mereka menghentakkan kaki untuk diketahui orang akan apa yang tersembunyi dari perhiasan mereka dan bertaubatlah kamu sekalian kepada Allah, wahai orang-orang yang beriman, supaya kamu berjaya

And say to the believing women that they should lower their gaze and guard their modesty that they should not display their beauty and ornaments except what (must ordinarily) appear thereof that they should draw their veils over their bosoms and not display their beauty except to their husbands, their fathers, their husband`s fathers, their sons, their husbands` sons, their brothers or their brothers` sons, or their sisters` sons, or their women, or the slaves whom their right hands possess, or male servants free of physical needs, or small children who have no sense of the shame of sex and that they should not strike their feet in order to draw attention to their hidden ornaments. And O ye Believers! turn ye all together towards Allah, that ye may attain Bliss.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

my url story



nothing fun pun behind my url name.. :P
basically i thought that "okay, it's a blog, you write words of your own". so at first i used my name, 'aisyahinwords' but later, due tue privacy concern (masa tuh tak publicizeblog lagi..) tukar kepada 'etsuyoinwords'. just the name changed. etsuyo is my name in japanese :DD
so that is how my url become as seen above ;)




i'm tagging ..
amirah tetpei
anati saufi

Saturday, January 1, 2011

2011

saya nak lupa kan 2010 :)
saya nak lupa kan all the promises, and tears in 2010 and start a new ;)
be kind to me please 2011.



Ya Allah .. semoga tahun ini aku akan lebih dekat kepada-Mu.
guide me God