bake for money?

my holiday is until September, which is roughly 5 months from now. I can't work, well, so far .. because of transportation problem. somehow, I want to make money. AHAHAHA. yes, I can simply ask from my parents for money, but, no fun lorrhhh :P
it would be great to make some money of your own. (note that some really actually mean little. ahhaha)
so, i baked a chocolate cake (because that is the only thing that I think I could actually bake well. i THINK ), and ask for my mother's help to sell it at her school canteen. alhamdulillah .. it went well. mak cik canteen even asked me to make some more. teeheeee~
but, as I said, it made little money only, because I sell it pretty cheap. (maybe I should raise the price? HAHAHHAHA. okay, don't aisyah. tak baik okayyy)


owh, the picture is actually the cake I baked for my Azie's 18th birthday. happy bithday sweet gal! :D

autumn.

cantik kan pokok nie? 

macam malaysia's version of sakuras.

except it's white.

tapi ...... lagi cantik kalau autumn.

(note that in autumn in malaysia perhaps means strong wind to blew up the leaves from their trees only)

sebab ......

ishhh,, macam tanah perkuburan pulak .

kesian umi .. kena sapu hari-hari

(umi okayy,, kalau saya sapu, maksud nye hari tue saya sangat STRESS)

of luahan.

I keep reminding myself'

*I know I can't take one more step towards you

Cause all that's waiting is regret

But the truth is that I never really stopped hoping that somehow, your promises are the only thing I could hold onto. Somehow ... what you said once was true. I put up with your ego, your insensitivity, because I always thought that being patient is the answer and I know you have been putting up with me too, so at least I thought so :P
But of course ... that'd be too good to be true.
I always wonder.. why keep giving me hopes when you are not going to fulfill it?
I had a hard time rationalizing myself but then u breeze by with your words and I collapsed.

**Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?

Well you can try sleeping in my bed

Lonely, only, nobody ever shut it down like you

You wore the crown, you make my body feel heaven-bound

Why don’t you hold me, need me, I thought you told me

You’d never leave me

It hurts. well, it used to hurt a lot. if this is last year.. it would be

**So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you

Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you

I’m gonna hold on to the times that we had

Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you 

and, it wasn't easy at all. HAHAHHA
I barely slept, last year that is. 


Now, things are easier. probably because I got immune to it? or somehow I know this might be one of the endings?
But, do you know what hurt me most?
Do you seriously have no clue that I liked you at all? sheesh~


You told me about the girl so relentlessly as if you never said those things to me before, as if you never promised all those things before, as if i was a complete nobody, as if you never really know how i felt, as if last year never happened.

*And who do you think you are

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

please, take care of the girl. please, don't hurt her. please, don't let her go through what i did. please, appreciate her. please, don't give her promises and hopes if you are not going to be by her side to keep it. :)







* Jar Of Hearts
** Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart

caramel pudding. my FAV

i made this few days back.

tapi baru rajin nak update sekarang. 

HAHA

(okay, i laugh a lot kan? eventho it's not funny. wtv)

i was first 'introduce' to this dish by cik Nadya Supra back at MRSM Berseri during minggu bahasa :D

at first i was insisting on my mother to make it but then my mum said

"why don't you try to make it instead"

okayyyy T______T

it taste okay i guess, because my pak long always request me for this (back in penang)

ceehh,, BAJET.

eeiiii,, tapi ade orng tue kata ,,'macam daging burger jek?'

GGGRRR x(

so i made not perfect. because bersawang :(

it's not that i got webs, it.. it.. umm ..

yeah, i don't know how to explain it.

T___T

try it

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LOL~

benci

it always happen to me. always.

EVERY YEAR.

I HATE IT. I HATE YOU!

:'(

teater natrah

few weeks before finals, a group of cfsiiumnilai student staged a play, on natrah.

the play was awesome

it was totally worth watching!! :D

and some of the audience cried.

and had to admit i was touched. (touched okay, i didn't cry :P )

anywayss,, thank you kepada seseorang itu,, sebab tolong belikan tiket :P

saya simpann lgiii. HAHAHA

ngadangada takk? (okayy,, behave aisyah) 

okay, whateva. dah, chowsinchii

my latest addiction.

ini latest addiction. BOLEH?

heeee~

ini semua whyda ramzi ,, azrina sulaiman and amirah tetpei punyee pasal laaa..

ajar orang makan sushi. ish3.

almost everyweek pergi beli .. uisshh..

bahayaa neh.

okay, sebenarnya taktau nak post ape.

HAHAHA

WORK. DAY 1

so today is my first day working at taska ..tuuuuuutt (yes, unbelievable as it is,  i work in a taska now =__=" )
all together i have 12 kids, well, 19 actually but i don't know what happened to the other 7.
5 babies and 8 aged around 1-4.

my little darlas' ...
IM - sangat comel and sangat baiikk,, eventhough people take his stuff,, he absolutely doesn't throw any antics.
ADIK - mischievous, and nakal and total beauty.
SARA - totally clingy,, (nasib baiikk kau ringannn :P) owh, she's from Penang! :D
AISYA - this girl,, memang laaa.. dia cubit orang,, tapi dia yang nangis! hampehhh... hahaha~ (ingat teacher tak nampakk kee??)
MYRA - geng dengan lisya ,, tapi baik sikit koot :P owhh,, curly hair diaa,, sangat comel! :D
KAKAK - the oldest, 4 years old. senyap sikit ..
ABANG - well,, nama sebenar ,, shhhh~ .. :D  hensemm owwh! :D
AZIM - yakuza sikit niee,,, keje gigit orang jeekk :P tapi diaa sangat comel and kesiann,, sebab orang takut nk kawan ngn dyee,,

okay, overall,, i was damn bored at work and i kept glancing at the clock.

i don't know, it's just too early to tell i guess..

best of luck for me tomorrow, insyaAllah :)

work

no more waking-up at 12, no more texting and texting and texting and facebook-ing.
i'm going to WORK tomorrow.
can u believe me?!
sheesh~
i can't even believe myself.
LOL~

so, please pray the best

Ya Allah, please give me strength, patience, patience and more patience.

i'm BORED with this maze