*I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
But the truth is that I never really stopped hoping that somehow, your promises are the only thing I could hold onto. Somehow ... what you said once was true. I put up with your ego, your insensitivity, because I always thought that being patient is the answer and I know you have been putting up with me too, so at least I thought so :P
But of course ... that'd be too good to be true.
I always wonder.. why keep giving me hopes when you are not going to fulfill it?
I had a hard time rationalizing myself but then u breeze by with your words and I collapsed.
**Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well you can try sleeping in my bed
Lonely, only, nobody ever shut it down like you
You wore the crown, you make my body feel heaven-bound
Why don’t you hold me, need me, I thought you told me
You’d never leave me
It hurts. well, it used to hurt a lot. if this is last year.. it would be
**So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold on to the times that we had
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
and, it wasn't easy at all. HAHAHHA
I barely slept, last year that is.
Now, things are easier. probably because I got immune to it? or somehow I know this might be one of the endings?
But, do you know what hurt me most?
Do you seriously have no clue that I liked you at all? sheesh~
You told me about the girl so relentlessly as if you never said those things to me before, as if you never promised all those things before, as if i was a complete nobody, as if you never really know how i felt, as if last year never happened.
*And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
* Jar Of Hearts
** Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart
know this song. i LOVE it!
ReplyDelete"What Hurts The Most"
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
err.. that was supposed to be a question mark . sorry.. "=.=
ReplyDeleteone more thing. u should add one more type of rate. saddening. take care dear .
ReplyDeletesaddening? HHAHAHA
ReplyDeletegood one. alaaaa,,, i don't ALWAYS post this kind of thing.. so no need laa :P