Red Rose

Thursday, March 31, 2011

of luahan.

I keep reminding myself'





*I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret



But the truth is that I never really stopped hoping that somehow, your promises are the only thing I could hold onto. Somehow ... what you said once was true. I put up with your ego, your insensitivity, because I always thought that being patient is the answer and I know you have been putting up with me too, so at least I thought so :P
But of course ... that'd be too good to be true.
I always wonder.. why keep giving me hopes when you are not going to fulfill it?
I had a hard time rationalizing myself but then u breeze by with your words and I collapsed.




**Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well you can try sleeping in my bed
Lonely, only, nobody ever shut it down like you
You wore the crown, you make my body feel heaven-bound
Why don’t you hold me, need me, I thought you told me
You’d never leave me





It hurts. well, it used to hurt a lot. if this is last year.. it would be



**So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold on to the times that we had
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you 



and, it wasn't easy at all. HAHAHHA
I barely slept, last year that is. 


Now, things are easier. probably because I got immune to it? or somehow I know this might be one of the endings?
But, do you know what hurt me most?
Do you seriously have no clue that I liked you at all? sheesh~


You told me about the girl so relentlessly as if you never said those things to me before, as if you never promised all those things before, as if i was a complete nobody, as if you never really know how i felt, as if last year never happened.


*And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul


please, take care of the girl. please, don't hurt her. please, don't let her go through what i did. please, appreciate her. please, don't give her promises and hopes if you are not going to be by her side to keep it. :)







* Jar Of Hearts
** Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart

4 comments:

  1. know this song. i LOVE it!

    "What Hurts The Most"

    I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
    That don’t bother me
    I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
    I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
    Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
    There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
    But that’s not what gets me

    What hurts the most
    Was being so close
    And having so much to say
    And watching you walk away
    And never knowing
    What could have been
    And not seeing that loving you
    Is what I was tryin’ to do

    It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
    But I’m doin’ It
    It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
    Still Harder
    Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
    But I know if I could do it over
    I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
    That I left unspoken

    What hurts the most
    Is being so close
    And having so much to say
    And watching you walk away
    And never knowing
    What could have been
    And not seeing that loving you
    Is what I was trying to do

    What hurts the most
    Is being so close
    And having so much to say
    And watching you walk away
    And never knowing
    What could have been
    And not seeing that loving you
    Is what I was trying to do

    Not seeing that loving you
    That’s what I was trying to do

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  2. err.. that was supposed to be a question mark . sorry.. "=.=

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  3. one more thing. u should add one more type of rate. saddening. take care dear .

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  4. saddening? HHAHAHA
    good one. alaaaa,,, i don't ALWAYS post this kind of thing.. so no need laa :P

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