insecurities~

nadya kata.. "don't do it sayang"

nadya, I don't think I would.

because I feel VERY insecure.

guess what.

what I just read made me all so sure that ...

I wont be able to put up with it.

nadya.

I am literally killing myself aren't I?

shoot.

"you know, it's sweet how he remembers the little details about you"

syud- tentang DHIYA.

my say: couldn't agree more

PHONE survey.

what is your current ringtone:
paramore- brick by boring brick

what is your current wallpaper:
a pic of me, adik, umi & abah on hari raya

what was the last picture u took:
wahida holding a red rose

go to ur inbox and type the 5th message:
"RM0 whyda ramzi lagi 3 booklet......emmm" (hahaha~!)

how many contacts do you have on your phone?
100++ jekk

who was the last person u spoke to on the phone?
him

what service do you have?
celcom

who's on your speed dial number?
umi, abah, '*124#'

how many contacts starts with J?
one- JIAH

who do you call the most?
umi, abah, him, nadya

how many text messages u get a month?
lost track of them

go to your SENT.. what does the first text says?
'hoi. brape tlinga kau ade? hahaha'

last person that texted you?
shafa

last person you added to your contact?
rif'at

fantasies and realities

SUBJECT : Babies. (yes, babies)

last night I dreamt of getting a baby girl. yes, me in that dream got pregnant.
'my baby' was soooo damn cute! (amira kata, kalau parents dua2 hodoh.. anak memang comel =__=")
whatever. =P
anyways, i was soo happy.. but in my dream i had trouble taking care of my baby
and i was a very bad bad bad mother. (hey, i'm like.. 18?!)
owh, and i also had a problem of having a husband who is constantly outstation because I can actually recount in my dream that I wanted to wait till my husband come back home to give the baby a name.
but somehow my wait was endless (T___T) so I decided to name her anyways.
and... I named her 'AULIA INSYIRAH'. I have no idea how in the world I could actually think of a sensible name in a DREAM? (okayy.. maybe because I have always loved the name 'insyirah'). Hmm.. amira actually said that was a good name. LOL~



okay, back to my blogpost title. FANTASIES and REALITIES.

fantasy babies. they don't cry. don't puke. don't eat, drink and pass motion. they don't get on your nerves. you can easily pass them to your mom if u got sick of taking care of her. you don't have to 'educate' her. you don't have to make sure they become a good muslim to build up the ummah one day. OMG! there's so many you-don't-have-to's!!


reality babies. you HAVE to deal with late night cries. LATE.LATE.LATE.night cries. pukes.poops.perut kembung. meragam.trying to get them to sleep is another thing! (especially if u get the hyperactive babies). mendidik when u urself have loose foundation in faith. sabar. makan hati. makan jantung. makan limpa. blahh..blah.. BUT. guess what?

I DON'T CARE.

i still want them. xP

(just, not yet. hahaha~)

okay, enough crap. merapu. kalau umi&abah baca nieeee... hahahaa~~!!

scrapbook~

SCRAP-BOOKING.

it's a little something i'm interested in

but never had the time to engross myself in it.

because. me and artsy stuff don't get along well

(arts seems to have a never ending grudge on me. xP)

pluss... i dont have enough PATIENCE!

thinking of digital scrap-booking instead.

(hahahahaa~!! lazy-BUM!)

some of the examples :::

CUTE? ;)

andd... I LOVE THAT AS FOR THE FACT.. it's

COLOURFUL!