kamu KEJAM

ahhaha~

ayat kau makin kejam laaah lately.

kamu mesti tau siapa 'kamu' kaannn?

kenape? kenape kejam sgt?

(xdelah kejam sangat.. tp kejam dari biasa..)

ke aku yg feeling?

lalalala~

eh, ngade2 laaakk ,,

suka hati kau laaa nak kejam ke ape kan?

aku sape nak sibuk2?

*okay .. kejam tue, bunyicam kau jahat sgt jekk kan? xlah...bkn kejam pun. ntah. ape2 lah.*

i heart this blog.

this blog is, so far 100% poetry. written by my dear classmate, FATIN NUR HAFIZAH.

a very sweet demure girl. okay, i may not know much about poetry. but i think she knows what she's doing! ;)

babe, you are soo going to rock poetry class! ;)

POETRY PASSION

azam DG8 *nose flares*

DG8 officially made a 'to-do/be-list'. so mari review, so far.. what is the progress yeekk?

1. tidak menerima cinta mana2 lelaki. cinta Allah cinta hakiki

okay, benda nie bukan bertujuan utk langgar fitrah yg telah Allah cipta, cuma buat masa ini.. tumpuan perlu diberikan kepada PELAJARAN. kalau nak bercinta jugak pun .. jgn abaikan pelajaran.. and of course, make sure, love Allah before you love a human.

2. Solat tepat pada waktu

dalam erti kata lain, solat awal2 waktu laa. Alhamdulillah, tak susah nak bwat benda nie,, tambah2 kena kejar schedule lagi.. semoga berterusan menjadi amalan, Amiin~

3. kurangkan menopup (if that's even a word)

faham2 jelaahh kenapa. hehehe~

4. jangan meng'usha' dan di'usha'

hahaha~! okay, yg part di'usha' tue mmg xleh blah! jgn meng'usha' rsenye parallel to no.1, tundukkan pandang! ;P

5. jadi ORANG!

also means, 'jadi baik', be a better muslim, insyaAllah

6. mengaji setiap malam kecuali.....

yeah, faham2 jelah kecuali apa. semoga kami lebih dekat pada-Mu Ya ALLAH. dak2 bilik mmg no hal bwat benda neh .. aku je kott.. slalu gak selang2 hari .. (okkaaayy, sila UBAH! CHAIYOOK!)

7. Setiap malam tido awal. elakkan bergosip.

so that we wud be fresh for class for the next day! wheee~ .. but, yeah.. so far.. wearefar astray from THIS.

8. pergi kelas awal

alhamdulillah .. so far, benda nie kami berjaya buat! even NINA! wheeee~
DG8 hebbaatt! *clapclap*clapclap*

9. stay up ramai2

okie, bercanggah dgn no.7, tp nie sbnrnya.. stay up ramai2 utk STUDY. insyaAllah

10. baca Yasin & Qiam setiap malam jumaat.

baca Yasin, insyaAllah .. Qiam ... okay2.. we'll try. ganbatte!

11. Puasa wajib/sunat on monday and thursday.

insyaAllah..

12. kurangkan mengutuk/memerli/menghina

addeeehhh.. yang nie laa yg paling SUSAH skali! ahhaha~ .. kadang2 tue.. megutuk dan memerli sekadar utk bergurau,, tp,, mane tau ade yg terasa kan? hati org lain2 mehh .

13. hormat privasi orang lain.

sila JANGAN baca inbox orang! ahaha~.. xde lahh .. so far, benda nehh xde masalah, insyaAllah .. masing2 pandai hormat privasi org lain .. kamsahamnida~ :)

14. simpan rahsia elok2.

yang faham2 la.. orang gitau rahsia sebab dye percaya kan kita. so, simpan elok2. rahsia itu juga amanah, kan dalam Islam kita kena jaga amanah elok2? (peringatan utk diri sndri jugee)

15. jangan buat perkara yg mencurigakan .

no comment~

16. kemas tempat tidur everyday

alaaa.. stakat lipat selimut elok2, susun bantal kemas2..xkan xleh kan? ;)

17. JANGAN PERASAN.

ditujukan khas kepada?? ahahhaa~~ SEMUA dak DG8 yg sememangnye kaki 'masuk-bakul-angkat-sendiri'

18. lepas makan <>aina buang sampah

sekadar nak pasti kan dorm sebersih mungkin xP

19. senyum sokmo xD

ibtisam! senyum kann sedekah .. plusss,, it gives out positive energy to people around u ;)

20. dilarang memotong

as in, cut in bila orang tgh cakap.in other words. hormati laahh org yg tgh cakap tue .. KOT!

saya KASAR?

saya TAK PERNAH mintak nak jadi kasar.

tak pernah. tak pernah. tak pernah.

i guess.. my surroundings made me that way.

sumpah!

teringin sangat nak jadi perempuan lemah-lembut bahasa, perlakuan, dan sebagai nya..

tapi .. everytime i tried, ade suara-suara sumbang yg mengata.

and.. kadang-kadang.. sifat 'semula jadi' tue, akan muncul jugak tanpa dikehendaki.

HELLO?

igt best ke kalau org panggil kita 'lelaki/tomboy'?

serious x suka sangat-sangat!

bukan tak pernah cuba jadi 'perempuan'

pernah je..

sebab sangat-sangat-sangat nakk ..

tapi.. people still see me as 'kasar'?

what i need is motivation and guidance.

nie.. sikit2 kutuk..

"apehal keras sangat?"

"kau nie, kasar laaa..perempuan ke ape?"

"kau tak boleh lembut sikit ke?"

ade jugaak yg suka suki memerli.. kan bagus kalau korang cakap elok2 kat aku.. sebab ..

kutukan hanya akan buat aku lebih 'mengeras' diri sebab nak counter segala kutukan korang tue. kalau x.. konfem banjir dah!

blah.blah.blah. whatever. daahh laa korang. aku dah x kesah.

suka hati laa aku nak bwat perangai mcm mana pun .. asal kan x langgar syariat ISLAM

nauzubillah!

tapi, slow2.. aku akan ubah .. jadi,

SILA BANTU SAYA!

"you know, it's sweet how he remembers the little details about you"

syud- tentang DHIYA.

my say: couldn't agree more

detach-ING

i realised that we've been drifting apart. AGAIN.
it always happen.
maybe i should start to learn detaching (if that's even a word) myself from you.
it's time for me to choose between reality and created fantasies.
i mean, COME ON....
there is no way anyone like you would have wanted anyone like me.
it's like.. impossible.
and my abg also 'adviced' me
long-term-and-LONG-DISTANCE relationships never work for GUYS.
(though i think that's the spice in a relationship)
hahaha~







whatthehell are u thinking?
you guys are not even in a relationship!
bahahaha~



long story short.
stop hoping tooooooo much.
start working on it.
but if the other party seems uninterested to work it out with you.
u get the sign.
paham2 la bro!



lalalalalalaa~




*inspired by 'tentang Dhiya - Syud'*

too attached

aiyaaa..

i'm too attached to you

macam mane kalau 6 tahun lagi tak menjadi kenyataan?

hahahaha~~
sekrang nie pun ..
i can tell...
u meant something to me.

i meant nothing to you.

kenape?
pandai-pandai la fikir...

maybe it me dat's too emotional..

biase laaa.. PEREMPUANN

hahaha~~

entah laaa..
redha. redha. redha.

sebab tue ustaz pesan ..

"jangan terlalu berharap, aisyah"

hati manusia senang berubah-ubah.