University Blues~

dulu asyik dok dengar 'school blues' je .. nie dah dewasa (pigidah!) tukar la pulak kan??
hahaha~~


nak masuk U .. macam tak percaya je nak masuk U x lama lagi ..
my sis pun "akak! ur growing up! nanti msuk U .. then kahwin..then blahh.. blahh..blahh"
okay .. back to the title .. hanya Allah yang tahu betapa CUAK + TAKUT + MENGGELETAR nya aku bila dapat offer nie ..
it was my first choice, so .. i should be grateful and go . right? right?
I AM!
it's just that i'm so scared camne nak adapt, make new friends (this.. i'm very bad at)
dah la takde kawan-kawan from old school yang dapat same U!
okay, it's a VERY kiddy reason to not go to a University .. but I cant help myself!

Abah kata, "friends come and go.. soon, u'll make new friends... infact, kawan-kawan lama yang aisyah rapat dulu pun will do the same.. and ble dah kahwin, u'll even make new relatives .."
(I really don't know why marriage has become such a casualty to them, for me.. it used to be a Taboo -pancung sampai mati if u even dare to say the sacred word-)








Ya Allah .. I seek for your guidance and strength ..
Please be with me at all time .. Help me in making decision for you know what's best for me.
Ya Allah, never let me feel any regret in the decisions i'm about to make.
Amiin~